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January 25 RamblingsLife is good when you have love in your heart. How true that statement is. I'm amazed every day by the way my life has turned out. A few years ago I could never have dreamed that my life could ever be so good. I have done a complete turn-around and I'm loving it. I didn't think I would enjoy being a "normal" person with a "normal" life. But here I am with a "normal" job and doing every-day "normal" things. I haven't done it all on my own though - there are a few people in my life who have played a huge role in helping me get to where I am today. But I'm not receiving a reward here and therefore don't have to thank everybody. They all know who they are.
I'm so happy and so in love that it feels like I'm gonna pop with all this good feeling inside of me. It's so hard not to walk around with a huge goofy grin on my face all day long and tell everybody how good I feel. So I'm using this space to air my feelings... to spare everybody from my ramblings...
So, where am I today? I have a good job that I absolutely love. I have a fiance that I absolotely adore. I'm planning a wedding that is going to be the most awesome wedding to ever occur (well, that's in my opinion, anyway) and best of all, I am SO DAMN HAPPY!!! But don't start hating me for being too damn perfect - yes, I have my off days like everybody else, so don't start thinking I'm living in a dream world. But at the end of the day, I go to the person who loves me no matter what, and everything's alright with the world again. There is nothing I can't do or get through with my partner at my side. We're such an amazing team!
The only downside to all of this is that I now have so much to lose. I don't dwell on that, but I do have moments where a tiny piece of fear creeps into my heart. The only thing I worry about is losing my Love - I can live without everything else in my life, but not without the man who has stolen my heart - well, not really stolen - I gave it to him.
That's enough for now - this is my first blog (the first one ever - I never saw myself writing blogs, but here I am...) and I don't want to overdo it. I don't even know if I did it right. I don't suppose there is a right or a wrong - well, I hope not...
I'm going to leave you with a wish that you can have happiness in your life like I have in mine. I have a feeling that the happiness and love I have in my life is very rare and that's quite sad actually. I know how special what I have is and I am thankful for it every day of my life. Comments (2)
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